Something cooler was your biggest wish
A different place and different friends
Your eyes they dance around me
Gaze fixed on the ceiling
Hold back thoughts I couldn't read
Did you really love me?
Or were you just lonely?
But do you know yourself?
You live for everyone else
The weight of your words they broke my bones
Tensions grow we both know
You pull back, I let go
The weight of your words they broke my bones
The distance
And the silence
Are you better off?
'Cause I'm better off
Did you really love me?
Or were you just lonely?
I want back all you took from me
And I curse the love you gave me
Break me down
shut me out
Did you really love me?
Or were you just lonely?
I want back all you took from me
And I curse the love you gave me
Cermony's Ross John Farrar experiments with synths, bass, & percussion to make music similar to that from the '80s homemade tape scene. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 30, 2023